I honestly HATE everyone today. It’s a burning passion.

HEY. Dont you get it? I’m not going to date you. You are in LHB. I’ve made that FUCKING clear. I wont date anyone in LHB. Quit fucking guilt tripping me.

I hate you Remi. I dont… But i do! Like seriously. What the actual fuck is wrong with you? And that dumb bitch is crazy as fuck. Jesus. Why do i have to go through stuff like this? I mean… REALLY? What do i do to anyone? All i ever am is nice, and yet i get pulled into this awful shit. I’m fucking great. I made you probably the most amazing gift ever. And i’m pretty sure that bitch either burnt it or threw it away. 742. UHHHH. tumblr will agree it’s fucking gorgeous.  Okay. So i’m not the prettiest girl. I dont have the biggest boobs, or the biggest butt. I dont have a pretty voice, i’m kind of weird,and I’d rather play videogames than go shopping. Atleast i’m nice. Atleast i treat people well. Atleast I dont cheat, or lie, or play with people’s feelings… Anyone would be lucky to be with me. But OH NO. You choose the stupid bitch who doesn’t even care about you. (YEAH ARIEL. BET YOUR READING MY TUMBLR TOO) Goddamn. Get some help! You seriously need a fucking doctor. Solve your own damn problems. You dont hit someone you love. And you can’t love someone you hit. Grow up. Learn to be a better person. It’s not hard to not hit someone. If you can’t stop yourself, then you need to be single. you’re just ruining other people’s lives, and bodies. Let the damn boy be happy. If you REALLY loved him, you’d let him go and be happy. But unfortunately  you’re a crazy psychotic bitch who runs off everyone who cars about him, and makes up stupid rape and pregnancy stories so no one will talk to him. He’s miserable, and all you do is make up lies. For all i know, you could be a boy in denial. you say so much shit, it’s probably true. GO FOR IT. GO AFTER MY INBOX. I’D REALLY LOVE TO SEE YOU TRY. You ruined what we had because you’re so selfish and immature. You ruined what two people could have had…two people who honestly could have been happy. But Nope. You went ahead and ruined it because you think the world revolves around you, and no one else matters except what you think.I’m so sick of you. Why stalk me constantly? Obviously if you have to stalk me, you two aren’t happy. In that case,you should move on. I mean, HELLO. It’s obviously not working out. Nothing you can do will fix it.

What happened to the fucking golden rule? Like HONESTLY.

I hate this. I hate it with a fucking passion. Y’know what sucks the most? No matter how shitty it gets, i can’t turn heartless. It’s a fucking curse. I would love to be absolutely heartless and just hurt people. I would honestly, LOVE that. But i can’t. I’m stuck being in pain forever……

Fuck you God. If you existed  you’d make life a little easier for me. I have enough shit in life to do. You should be happy i’m working my fucking ass off. Yet you give me all this bullshit that interferes with it!

justsomeguy222:

Yeah… its not. I hope you see this.

texaspost:

growlithed:

purrawontblink:

wanna know how i got these scars

It’s simple. We kill the zubatman.

I still keep having these dreams….They aren’t nightmares… with the exception of my being unable to turn in my english homework, but….Everyone keeps being in them. I can’t figure out what it means like usual. …

so… today, I shall confess.

I’ll admit I’ve got feelings for you. However, I can never admit to you how i truly feel. …

*five min later*

*ten min later*

*20 min later*

Meh. truth is.. I’ve got NOTHING. Maybe another day i can confess.

What cool kids look like. #xbox #OBLIVION #ImLame #ReasonsWhyImSingle

See how cute i am? Like… FUUUUUCK. I’m so cute. WHY. WHY ARE ALL THE ACCIDENTAL SELFIES I TAKE IN YOURS CLOTHES SO FUCKING CUTE.

Waaaaah. #My Tags are Hilarious But Tell The Truth

I could be brown, I could be blueI could be violet skyI could be hurtful, I could be purpleI could be anything you like
Gotta be green, gotta be meanGotta be everything moreWhy don’t you like me?Why don’t you like me?
Walk out the door!

I can’t believe i forgot about this song… It’s my favorite song….. Because it’s exactly who i am. MIKA was my favorite artists two years ago…. I haven’t listened to him in forever…..Listening to it now. it’s like looking back into the past. Back when i was in such pain. When all Megan would do was critisize me. Tell me how i wasn’t good enough. And then… I was free. Thank you Brenna and Donovan. <3 Thank you for showing me MIKA.

Am I proud of those times? No. I’m disgusted with myself. …. I hate the way I looked. I grew into a gross hazardous skeleton. I hated how i let myself be controlled by someone i thought loved me…..

Remi….I hope you’re smarter than I was… Even though God isn’t listening to me, i’m still praying for you. my feelings aside, it pains me that you’re going through what i did. I can’t be mad that you wont listen to me, because i didn’t myself…. I just hope that when you need it most, you’ll let me know. Because what you’ll need is a friend…. You’ll need that friend who picks you back up on your feet. A friend who sees how beautiful you are on the inside when you’re a mess on the outside…. Makes you smile, makes you eat again….The person who makes  you believe in love……

You need your Dylan….

“Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?”