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金繕い (kintsukuroi) - the art of repairing pottery with gold or silver lacquer and understanding that the piece is more beautiful for having been broken.

pikachu(s) online

bombing:

fun drinking game: take a shot of water every couple hours to make sure you’re healthy and hydrated

amazed:

I follow everyone back!

amazed:

I follow everyone back!

jamieprivateschoolgirl:

royalbloood:

you should want a bad street like this

 omg

jamieprivateschoolgirl:

royalbloood:

you should want a bad street like this

omg

stormbornvalkyrie:

"Jalan Atthirari Anni." Moon of My Life

"Shekh Ma Shieraki Anni." My Sun and Stars

fluerly:

im actually really afraid that no one will fall in love with me

datsrad:

purplenightsky6:

I wanna be cuddled right now and have my back rubbed until I fall asleep.

tru

I don’t know how to feel about my weight.

I’ve never weighed over 97 pounds. I don’t know whether im happy or worried.

I feel too skinny. I feel awkward in clothes. I feel tall and bony. I never buy clothes because they never fit right. But now matter what i do, i cant gain weight.

Doctors cant find out why my heartbeat is fast, or why i cant gain weight. It was assumed it was my thyroid, but they couldn’t find anything.


Other times, i feel fat, weigh myself, and see I’ve actually lost weight.

I just want to be happy with my body. I wish i could gain some weight. Gain boobs, or a booty.


I gain muscle at incredibly speeds. I just lifted some random 5 pound weights to some lady gaga a few minutes ago, and gained arm muscle in one song. WHAAAT.

How does that make sense? Even with low body weight, i shouldn’t gain muscle that fast. Am i not getting enough sugar? Is my body compensating for a sugar loss and make me already produce lactic acid during respiration. (It’s kinda cool how i know what’s going on) where am i getting all the protein from? I EAT LIKE SHIT RIGHT NOW.


I want to work out more. If i cant put on weight, maybe i can gain muscle to look better, but I’m so lazy. I don’t want to work out with people seeing me. I feel so awkward and out of shape I’m afraid what people with think. I don’t like running because people will watch me. I don’t want to gain muscle because I’m afraid to get stretch marks. I’m also terrified of the lactic acid. I hate being sore. I’m afraid i could go overboard, and then wake up crying from pain.


It sucks. I don’t know whether to be happy with this magical gift of no. I can gain weight so fast, but then i lose it once i stop.