金繕い (kintsukuroi) - the art of repairing pottery with gold or silver lacquer and understanding that the piece is more beautiful for having been broken.
It’s sad I’m thinking like this.
I’m no longer hungry, I’m always tired, i feel sick, and i cant focus.
I hate it. Time to just crawl into a little ball, not fight the inevitable and wait for it to be over.
Sometimes i think my insecurities are fake. I worry about stuff i make up in my head and I’m at fault for things that happen because i basically force them to happen by being accusatory and paranoid.
The look you have me atleast confirms I’m not going insane and imagining things. 😪
Or maybe i was too high. Whatever.Or my period…